Immediately after my spiritual awakening with the Spirit of Love, I sought after Genesis, making haste to the winter region where I expected to find him. I was certain my heart would burst the moment I arrived, given the awareness I’d likely find him there, but instead I felt uncomfortably edgy.
This is it. I’m about to finally see him again, and though it’s only been just a few days, It feels as if I hadn’t seen him in years.
Oh my god! I’m so excited right now that my body is shaking! Am I overreacting? What if he’s not as excited to see me as I am to see him?
Actually, you know what? What am I even saying?! I’m tired of letting my anxieties get the best of me! No! This time, I’m not letting anything get in the way of my happiness! I will be happy and I will enjoy it!
I don’t care if he wants to be with me as desperately as I want to be with him! I will make him want to be with me! He doesn’t have a say in the matter! He shall be mine whether he wants to be or not! It’s his own fault for making me this obsessive! If he wanted it any other way then he should have prevented me from ever meeting him!
Ok, where is he?! Why haven’t I found him yet?! Why hasn’t he transferred his location to mine?! Doesn’t he want to see me? Doesn’t he know that I want to see him?!
Alright, Sophia, stop thinking about him! Transmute your energy into something you can control, such as finding him for instance. I must focus on identifying his location! I must move my sorry hide from this spot!
Focus, Sophia! Focus!
For a short time, I was able to transfigure my high flowing energy into fuel for advanced concentration, but unfortunately it hadn’t taken long for my mind to distract itself again…
I can just imagine how beautiful our reunion will be when we lay eyes on each other again. He will be so thrilled to see me! He’ll lift me up, spin me around and gaze at me as if I’m the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. He’ll whisper in my ear all the things I’ve ever wanted to hear and then he’ll kiss me like he’s never kissed me before... then he’ll demand my body as his own and make me one with his spirit, and when I try to tease him, he’ll force his way into me because my seductions would just be too irresistible for him. He’ll grant me a sensation unlike any other and make sweet tender love to me. Then he’ll overwhelm me with his caress and dive into me a way I never would of imagined… oh Genesis, where are you, my love? I am in desperate need of your affections.
Without consciously realizing it, my body mimicked the world of my spiritual reality, dancing, humming, spinning and skipping merrily. I closed my eyes and elevated my arms into the air, surrendering myself over to the temperament; my body reflecting the beauty of my mentality.
However, not only was my body being affected with the magical thoughts of my mind, but so was the landscape around me as ashes sparkled to glittery snow, decaying rocks renovated to bright stones and crumbling trees cultivated into prosperous cherry blossoms. I’ve never felt so happy in my life.
“Wow,” awed Genesis who was unknowingly observing my outward sub consciousness. “You are so beautiful.”
Cementing his eyes to mine, he slowly approached me, captivating the height of my interest. Self-navigation was immediately stripped from me, engrossing my complexion to reveal its brightest grin. My resistance was instantaneously denied by the desperation of his desire.
I felt frozen in time when he embraced me, brushing my hair aside to reach the smooth steaming pleasure of my skin.
“You seem… different,” he whispered softly, gazing intensely.
“As do you,” I replied, exchanging the same tone.
He took a moment to study me silently; then he smiled.
“You’ve see it… haven’t you?”
“So then nothing will ever drive us apart again… right?”
Delighted with this truth, we exchanged our brightest beams and adoring admiration, unveiling the maddening intensity of our innermost joy.
“Come,” he said warmly with a hint of suggestion. “Let us fly away together.”
Like a gentleman, he humbly requested the pleasure of acquiring my hand, granting me the heartwarming smile I knew I could always trust.
“Yes,” I answered, lending him my hand permissively.
With our hands united, we sprang up gracefully into the sky, ascending like angels into the enchanted heavens. We soared freely through the clouds and up towards the maximum perimeters of the planet’s gravity; from this magnitude, I felt light as a feather.
“Genesis,” I said once we stabilized comfortably in the air. “Hold me.”
He obeyed immediately as if it were already his intention. He wrapped his arms around me, expressing the keenness of his loving embrace. Then he kissed the top of my head, from which he openly revealed his true affections.
“You’re very dear to me, Sophia, and I comfortably place that certainty as a fact,” he began. “Before today, my recognition of this was not clear to me because I wasn’t able to see you the way that I do presently, but now that my heart has been cleared from all its misperception and insecurity by the eternal wisdom of true love, it’s now very easy to appreciate your true value.”
“And just how valuable to you am I?” I asked eagerly, hoping to hear something pleasing.
“Your value cannot be compared to the rivers, the plantations, the sky or the sun of our world in even its most admirable condition. It cannot be compared to the world’s highest magnificence and it certainly cannot be compared to the beauty I have seen from anyone else.
He placed his hands gently behind my ears, gazing at me directly and intensely.
“Your value surpasses anything I could ever want in life because the intimacy I share with you will live on for all eternity. Everything in life passes on and disappears from existence, but Sophia, my love for you will never pass on because love never dies. Love is real. Love is eternal, and the love I have for you will always be there because the true spiritual nature of love will always live in us.”
“You mean our romance will never die?” I asked, wiping tears of happiness from my eyes.
“Not as long as the true spiritual nature of love resides in us. Our bodies will decay, the world around us will deteriorate, but our spirits will live on for all eternity. The powerful intimacy that we share together will always keep us connected because that intimacy ties with the eternal energies of love. And because nothing is powerful enough to separate our spirits from the eternal energies of love, nothing will ever be able to separate us from each other, Sophia. Love will always keep us together… and thus, we will never be apart.”
“Please, be silent, Genesis, for your words overwhelm me!”
“Good, for your heart is most beautiful when it is vulnerable.”
Captivated by the audaciousness of his confidence, I gazed into the eyes of a man I felt as if I’d no longer recognized. The intensity of his expressions overwhelmed me but the look in his eyes revealed a passion that had yet to be revealed.
But, at the time it is revealed, will my heart be strong enough to process it? Am I strong enough to receive the depth of his greatest passions?
“Genesis,” I whispered to him, feeling exposed. “Kiss me.”
He studied the desperation in my eyes before executing his next move. Once he was able to process the depth of my desire for him, he exchanged his understanding with a smile and met his lips with mine, synching the hostility of his obsession over me.
My goodness… I feel as though I could reach right into his spirit right now and place it into the palm of my hand. I felt him so intimately… and right now, I wanted him so badly…
“Come now, dearest,” he suggested suddenly, disconnecting from my lips. “I want us to fly again.”
I hadn’t expressed my cravings for him in any form of words but my facial expression rebelliously gave it away.
“Where are we going?” I asked eagerly.
“Around the world,” he teased.
Suddenly activating the full extent of his four winged power, he reeled me close to his body, gazing into my eyes intensely.
“This time we’ll soar at full speed,” he whispered. “…until our bodies are moving faster than the laws of gravity.”
“Oh?” I asked, intrigued.
“Yes. Not only do I want to unveil how much energy in my body I now possess, but I want yours to feel light as a feather, until it is fragile enough for me to destroy.”
“Oh my! Show me then.”
“I intend to.”
Holding me close to his chest, we descended from the planet’s highest aptitude, shooting down like falling stars. The second we’ve nearly touched the surface, we spiraled like lightning, dashing around the entire circumference of the world. No such force was mighty enough to hold its restrictions against our escapade as we broke through the pressures of the wind and the laws of our planet’s gravity! We were like gods and goddesses, breaching all possibilities and generating new ones. The limitless energies of love granted us any wish our faith aligned us with. We could literally do anything our minds pondered its thoughts upon… anything.
As our bodies surfed around the circumference of the planet’s atmosphere, I felt my body losing its state of gravity until my mind could no longer indicate it was moving at all. His eyes were the only thing I could see, as if time had frozen still… and when he began kissing my neck and caressing my skin smoothly, I felt as if my goddess powers were suddenly stripped from me, bounding my limbs in chains and making me feel completely helpless.
Such a state of vulnerability should have petrified me but instead it heightened my level of pleasure; Genesis was no longer a stranger to me. He was a man I knew from the inside out; he was a man I knew I could trust; a man I knew I loved.
I wasn’t afraid to be vulnerable with him anymore. In fact, I took pleasure in giving him the privilege of ruling over me, but not only because I wanted to please him, but because I was aware of what he saw in me; how beautiful I truly was to him; and the profounder I pondered upon the intensity of his obsession over me, I more I felt compelled to surrender absolute dominance, granting him the privilege to devour that which he so desperately craved.
I am his greatest obsession, his greatest reward. I am all he’s ever wanted and will ever want again.
“Do you love me?” I asked as he kissed me tenderly.
“Yes,” he said as he smiled favorably.
“Tell me then…”
“I love you.”
We brushed our lips up against each other soft and sweet, with occasionally twists of mischievous bites, expressing our hidden, aggressive cravings. Oh, how I wanted him now so badly, but I knew that with patience came greatest reward, and with greatest reward… came something well worth the wait!
“How much do you love me?” I persisted.
He smiled as if delighted to answer.
“I love you so much that I want to make you not only the center of my world, but the center of this world as well.”
“Where are you taking me?” I asked, beaming with anticipation.
“Somewhere unlike anyone’s ever seen… and will ever see again!”